Best day ever

Started out getting ready and making myself look at pretty as I could, which i never do because I am always too busy with my daughter. Did my hair, makeup, and put on a really cute outfit. Went out to eat with my bf and a another couple. Came back home to try and spend some time with my bf cause we never get to because of our daughter always up our ass. I get told plain and simple "I wish you would go kill yourself and you're worthless! Happy fucking Valentine's day to me. I've tried for many mant yeara to have 1 just 1 fucking great holiday. It could be the 4th of fucking July and still every fucking holiday is usually ending in a shitty fucking way. So I give up. I will not celebrate anymore holidays. I don't even care anymore as I am done. This is the last one for me... fuck it!!!