Feeling down

I'm 37 been ttc for 14 months . Took 2 rounds of clomid although I ovulate on my own , got my bfp in June miscarried a week later on father's day it was a chemical pregnancy. Feeling pretty darn bummed I feel like I don't have another 14 months to try I'm not getting any younger , I've read post of people saying they got pregnant right after a cp but for myself I don't see that happening. I think it may be time to just throw in the towel and focus on other stuff in my life I just can't handle the stress of it anymore month after month of wishful thinking just to be let down I find myself disliking my own body . Emotinally drained.