Ugh sex 🙈

Rant: sorry if tmi well my whole life I have been able to get a guys attention with out a problem my ex boyfriend couldn't keep his hands off me even now that I'm pregnant my exs comment on my pictures and message me telling me that I look good and they miss me and other things. Of course I ignore them. I haven't seen my BD in 3 months we have spent the whole week together and he has only given me 2 pecks and doesn't even touch me I don't feel fat nor ugly I feel sexy I walk around him looking sexy and still nothing he kinda even pushes me off 😢 I'm laying here feeling horrible I feel like we are a old married couple who have no sex. I love sex so this makes me sad idk is it me? Or is it him?? Man I feel so sad he won't even cuddle I tried to hug him and he said it was to hot. It makes me mad that I lay here crying thinking that my ex wouldn't act like this 😔 he always wanted me so why dose my bd not want me why is he acting like this?? Again sorry if tmi or if it sounds like I'm full of my self I'm not its just ughhh idk I want to at least cuddle.