VENTING!!!

I feel as though I could yell, scream, cry all at the same time! It took over 12months to conceive #3 and we were so excited only to have our dream ripped from us at 10wks...I felt like a huge failure and major disappointment. 1st i get diagnosed with secondary infertility, then it takes a long time to fall preg, then we mc and since March we have been trying and getting nowhere! This month I thought was a good sign...I ovulated on cd14 (normally when I do ovulate its between cd 16 and cd20) with a very nice bright opk, I had ewcm which I never get and I had a nice temp drop and rise...I had my acupuncture on cd14, and had all my herbs and supplements, We dtd and made it a romantic night....yet this morning my temp went below coverline and I got a bfn!! AHHHHHHH wth!!!! If I was still preg I would b heading onto the last month with a due date of mid oct, I was hoping id get a bfp b4 my "due date"...starting to wonder if I should just give up.... :-( :-( :-(