I'm 10 weeks pp and for the first couple weeks I felt great. I suffer from anxiety Nd panic attacks so I was just expecting I would get ppd. It's like one weeks I'm on top of the world and the next I feel like I just can't face being a mom. I feel like I should be happy I have a beautiful daughter who is such a good baby, a amazing and supportive husband and do much help from family yet I feel so guilty and that I'm failing my baby and husband. I don't understand how I can feel good one day and horrible the next . All I ever wanted was to be a good house wife and mom yet I find myself hAteing it and lonely. I just wish these bad weeks would go away 😞