I've never felt so alone before having a baby. My husband and I have been married 4 years. He just got out of the military and we moved home 2 months before our daughter was born. Really since we moved back and he started a new job I have just been so depressed and lonely. I love my baby and I certainly don't ever feel like I would hurt her or myself, I'm just so depressed. I feel so ugly unwanted and my husband works very hard and when he comes home he is tired. It's so different then when we lived away from family and he was military. He was always home and we spent so much time together. Now I feel like a single mom and I just don't feel needed or wanted by him. He comes home and mostly just eats and goes to bed. He tells me he loves me and I know he's not being unfaithful, he's just kind of selfish and I wish he would appreciate me more. I hate to be the nagging annoying wife, so I mostly just keep it to myself and cry in the shower. Just venting, maybe some other moms are feeling the same out there?  So lonely😔 I'm two weeks pp. My precious daughter was born on Christmas Day. She is the only thing keeping me going. ❤️