Ouch 😖 and ouch 💔

The other night I was trying to pull my pillow out from under my bf and I slipped and punched myself in the face. Had a split lip for days. Night I tried to pull the pillow from him and have punch myself in the forehead/eye. My eye is swelling up and so if my forehead. Both times my boyfriend just laughed and then had a go at me for not saying anything. Not my fault I was crying both times. I don't know what to do. I love him but he doesn't really know how a relationship works I don't think. He can treat me like crap but he can also be really nice. I have spoke to him about it before and nothing changed. I'm also worried people might start thinking he is beating me up as I'm always going round with an injury. He isn't like that and if he did ever hurt me I would hurt him 10 times more