Ughhhh😡😡

So me and my hubby has talked about this before and he says he has no idea why he watches it but right now I was just on his phone decided to look in his search data and saw shy girl porn and porn in general am I not good enough??  It was this morning meaning I was sleeping and he was doing it right next to me😡😡😡😡😡 it upsets me so much idk why :( I wanna be good enough for him and him not to want to look at porn.