Not pregnant ... 😢

So my husband and I really want to have a baby but the situation was never right. He got out of the army (he was stationed in Germany) and I am Belgian. My immigration wasn't done so long story short: went to America, couldn't finish it there and had to go back to Belgium and leave my husband in America. Before I went back to Belgium, my husband and I had unprotected sex. (I lost my pill somewhere trying to pack and I didn't have any left since we were gonna start trying for a baby as soon as I ran out) So I got back to Belgium, had my period once but not heavy like normal. This month my period was late except for spotting that kept starting and stopping and I have never been late. So I started looking around to see if it was possible to be pregnant even if you have some kind of unusual period and it is. So I waited until today and this morning my period came through as heavy as always. I'm really upset to be honest even though I know the time isn't right ... my husband said he is upset as well since he really wants a baby but yea ... nothing we can do now since I am still here for another 6 months ... sorry, I just needed to vent a little ... long distance relationships are hard and it would have given me something to look forward to ...