Am I overreacting? (Graphic)

So my boyfriend and I just had a baby 3 weeks ago today. A few nights ago we got the baby to sleep and decided to have a drink. I think he was trying to get me drunk because he kept telling me to take another drink, and since I hadn't drank since I got pregnant it didn't take much. So anyway I let myself go further than I probably would have otherwise and he ended up inside me. It hurt a lot and he asked if I wanted him there or just in my mouth. I was in pain and disappointed in myself so I wasn't really in the mood but I feel bad leaving him excited so I just started giving him head anyway. I don't know why but I started crying I was just drunk and sad I guess and he could tell. So I guess to make me feel better or something he just kept saying 'hey come here, I want your tits in my face.' I guess the point was supposed to be that I didn't have to suck his dick, but it just felt like it was just another sexual act that was expected. I know I don't have to do anything, but I want to keep him satisfied so I had him finish and took a shower.

The whole situation makes me feel like he didn't really care about my feelings and all that mattered was getting off. Maybe he just got worked up and didn't want to stop though. Would you feel like that was all that mattered to him or am I just overreacting?