ADVICE ANYONE?????ðŸ˜ðŸ˜¨
okay so I used to like mess with this guy that was ab 2 years almost 3 years older than me . since the first time he kissed me ( last March ) which was also my first kiss ever . I had strong feelings for this boy. we ended up doing some more stuff but not too extreme . I mean I sucked his dick and he fingered me and we made out and he sucked my tits but that's about it. I'm still a virgin and everything but the situation is that recently that boy has caused me a lot of pain. so I just got over this breakup nothing extreme just like two months and I hang out with the boy that was my first kiss and he like didn't finger me but like touch around my vagina while I was giving him a hand job. he got up and walked away and then told me I had to leave because someone was coming over . later I found out that the person who was coming over was this girl ( I'm gonna say her name was Ava ) anyways a while back around November of 2015 me and the kid got into an argument and didn't talk for almost a week and he knows I had feelings for him and then sends me this conversation with this girl and she was talking about " the way you kiss me on me it's the best " and something. I was in shock of why he would do that so I didn't respond but later on the next day he apologized and said that what he did was childish. I agree. anyways so that girl that was coming over was the same girl. about two days later I was pretty stressed about a lot of things and my friends and my first kiss asked me if I wanted to smoke and I said yeah. to get the stress away. so I did and then I ended up telling the guy ab how his girlfriend was a hoe and I spilled ALLLL of the way I felt towards him to him . I told him how I felt stupid and how he used me . and how I was just another trophy to put on the shelf . he told me I wasn't a trophy bc trophies represent the girls you had sex with or something.. anyways so I was crying like crazy and this was the end of January of this year . so since that day we haven't talked but I've been going to church . so I found out Ava goes to that church. which was crazy. so I just tried to ignore bc my first kiss, he was ( I thought ) was a mature guy. I "knew " he wasn't gonna tell anyone our business . so ab a week ago he texts me and we haven't talked in a while ( BTW WERE NEIGHBORS ) so then he called me and I asked ab the girl and he said they were on a break and later that day we hung out ( we didn't do anything at all )the next day they both delete their Instagram photos so of course assuming they were through. so then I go to church this Wednesday and Ava is there . and she comes really near me to this boy and was like " I swear I swear " which was kinda interesting and she was showing the camera like towards me . trying to make me see it. so my bestfriend was right there and she was like "wtf " and she told me I just text him and tell him so I text the boy and said " guess what " and then. he calls me and I said " it's ab a girl that starts with an A " and he said " ion know just tell me " and I said " your ex " and he said " you mean my girlfriend? " .... then the service cut out and he was calling me and I wasn't answering bc I was at church and then she was getting messages and then I heard in the background her talking to her friends saying something like " dick sucker " or something. and bc I trusted him to be mature , I didn't think he would tell anyone . so this morning I found out that he actually has told her EVERYTHING . everything that we have done, everything that has happened . the time I was high and cried to him about how I felt . It hurts so badly to know he would do that . I just DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I'm a freshman not yet at the high school. but once I'm there , she's going to be there and I do not want to have the label as " Dick Sucker " or " Hoe " or" Slut " I regret EVERYTHING. ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I'm so stupid . and I just want to make it all go away . can someone please help me .
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