Ugh hemorrhoid issue

I feel so gross. 
I have gotten a pea sized hemorrhoid. 
I don't know what to do. 
I can't afford a doctors visit 
Please help 
It's already inside my anus and I can't see it unless I spread my cheeks :/ can you still put cream on the inside ones? 

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