Glad i stuck it out *kinda long*

Last night i stayed in the hospital to be close to my NICU baby...she had just come off IV fluids and my hospital is very pro breastfeeding. I was to feed her religiously every three hours and pump for 15 min after. But M&M has trouble sucking (she chews instead) to top it off all the pharmacys where closed (i had an emergancy Csection) i just couldnt feed her i was hurting so bad i wanted to just pack up and leave...the very THOUGHT of her laying across my belly to suckle made my stomach turn...then my partner (god bless him) found a walgreens that was open and took my insurance...im glad i told them to wait on starting formula and i decided that i will pump and bottle feed till friday when my home nurse comes to see me and can help me latch her good