Am I broken

So I had lost my virginity and it was very painful even tho he went slow and I was in control the whole time . I thought it would get better as we changed postions ( I was on top then missionary ) but it ended up hurting so bad I cried ... Anyway next day we try and again and it was still very painful , then the next time too and even while just using fingers a few times later . I feel like there is something wrong with me ,will it feel better or will it just be unpleasant evry time I have sex :(