He told me to kill myself.

I'm so heart broken, I just need someone to talk to. My husband and I were arguing tonight and he called me fat and told me to lose weight, I retaliated by saying, "I am I've lost 30 pounds, you are the one who won't diet with me. Maybe I want you to live a long time." He said, "I don't want to live a long time I'd be happier if i were dead." Then he complained because the other night I made hamburger helper and it wasn't a "prepared meal." Then he said that I am the one who wanted to get married not him. And that he'd be happier if I killed myself, i started crying and said, "fine I will." and he said, "go ahead I know you won't." I never say stuff like that to anyone, you never know what may happen. It makes me so sad.