Extremely Sad.

Recovering from loss .. and I literally have no desire to live. No, I would never kill myself .. but I don't get excited to do stuff I once loved or enjoyed .. I'm constantly pessimistic. My view on life and things are so jaded. If I was to walk across the street and see a car coming directly at me, I probably wouldn't try to move out the way like normal people would. I would just stand there... :'(