What do I do about this

I work in a gas station, we literally cook all day (the owner went to school for cooking before opening his gas station, so along with Gas Station food, he also has a lot of good food).

Anyway, when I make the pizzas, like the Supreme, I always crave it. The smell of the peppers and everything is just amazing.

The only problem is, I hate Supreme pizza 😂 should I just go ahead and try some and see if it helps, even if I end up sick later?

I know this may sound stupid, but I've been at a loss for a while trying to figure out if I succumb to this craving or not.