Meh..

I continue to talk to my bf about the things that bother me. About how he treats me and how he pushes me away.. About all the little things that bother me. We have our differences, yes. But like he doesn't listen to me when I ask him to not do something out of respect for me. 😞 I'm at a loss of words. All I know is how I feel. And when I try to relay how I feel .. It comes out a big mess. I don't want to break up with him, but I also feel like he doesn't deserve my words right now. He's relentless. No matter what I say, how I say it.. He continues to be the way he is. I'm a sensitve being, but I'm not dumb. Like I know when he's being a jerk. I wanna like scream and cry. And ask myself why I choose to deal with what I deal with... I like him a lot. But I'm starting to question if our differences and him not respecting the little things I ask of him is going to be the thing that breaks us. 😞 I'm sad. I've already dealt with the loss of my ex bf leaving me when times we're really tough.. Now I've moved on with a guy that just doesn't listen. I'm hurting. He's been there for me.. But I'm just not sure how we're going to put our differences aside in order for us to continue to build this relationship.