I feel like a bum😢💔

I'm 23 with a degree in multimedia design and I have no job no apartment I feel like I'm never going live with boo and eventually get married let alone get my career started or have family  I've been looking for work like crazy and the more I look and get rejection the more I fall into a deep depression that bugs me night and day ☹️ it seem like I'll never get what I want in life and my life is flying by and it seems like all my family and friends are getting their life together except for me I've even gotten depressed the point I feel like ending my life sometimes I ask myself why is my boyfriend in love with me if I almost have nothing but a degree in my life 😢 sorry for this sad depressing rant I just feel kinda down right now I don't excatly have a best friend to talk to