Just realized i have ppd

Hi everyone. My daughter is 5.5 months old, and I've been denying the signs for months. I just put the pieces together: always anxious, always overwhelmed, always angry, can't believe things will get better, lack of libido, have said suicidal things and even things about hurting my kids, even though I don't really want to kill myself or hurt my kids- it just came out. I haven't been myself for some time now. It actually is a relief to see I'm not crazy, just working through ppd. I'm going to call my dr. And meet with a counselor. Any other tips for someone like me?