Frustrated with ttc 😈😈😈😈

Who all here ttc is getting beyond fed up with it?ive trying 7 months so far this year and nothing, infections and stress slow me down, my husband's job keeps him away 99 percent of the time and is like its OK we will have one soon.... I'm like really what are you smoking? I had a false alarm recently where I thought it finally happened and it was twins, turns out it was yet another infection,i was heartbroken in June over the news at the emergency room and this month I got my monthly and it was light pink or dark dark brown old shit, but all crap aside who here is one baby announcement away from losing their shit? Sorry if my rant made no sense, I'm just really tired of this month after month letdown from my body and here I'm hoping I'm not alone.