Lupus

Y'all...I know I don't speak on it too much but I get tired of feeling like this. Most days I don't even say nothing, I just deal with it but it's annoying and hurts. Lupus makes me feel like my body hates me 😔.  Yes I am in remission but Lupus is still Lupus. It still hurts and In the back of my mind I feel like I'm this sick, infected person. It makes me so upset. Most days I don't even do nothing and I'm tired... My body is swollen up in weird places...like right now...the tip of my toe! Why? Why toe? Lbs. my elbows my throat my knees my stomach...all at the same time.My appetite is up and down. My emotions are all over the place. One minute I'm happy next minute I'm sad...it's like my body is rejecting me 💔. I know I'm a strong person but it's never ending battle with this disease...some days I just don't know y'all...

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