I feel... Alone *updated*
The father left me after bring together for two years and for reasons I don't even wanna explain again. Just described as selfish... And I feel so alone and very undesirable ☹️ He doesn't love me and our baby enough to where he choose us over his skateboarding and freedom. So now I'm gonna be alone... Nobody is gonna want to be with a pregnant chick let alone just be there to comfort her. And I'm afraid of how hard it will be to date again... I'm not gonna lie, I love feeling loved and wanted and right now I'm sad and scared I'm going to be alone for years 😞
Well after feeling alone and finally getting over the hump of sadness. I finally started to feel happy and feel like it was my baby and I against the world and nothing was going to stop us or weaken us! I went in for an appointment only to find out the most depressing news... My baby's heart, had stopped beating. All of the life and joy I had in me just dropped to the floor of my stomach.... My little light of love was gone... Then I passed the baby a few days later and the emotional torment was just too much... We decided to bury the baby and ever since I have been on bed rest in cringing soul snatching pain. And now I'm really feeling alone. No more fiancé... No more baby... Just me... Alone... In my lonely bed... Dealing with shit
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