Not really excited.

8weeks, FTM.

My negative tests were heart breaking each month. I got my BFP and cried was so excited up until about 2 weeks ago. Now I'm super down all the time & not really looking forward to parenthood or having an attachment to my child. It's really worrying me because it's not like me at all. I've always wanted to be a mother. Has anyone experienced this? Talking to my OB Friday to see if I should consider therapy. This sucks. :-(