what did i do...please dont judge

Yesterday i went to my boyfriends house, his friend was over and he wanted his friend to leave but he didnt so thats whatever. So his friend decided to tell him that i was staring at his friend, now my boyfriends ex's "supposely" always did this but its his friend thats telling him this, hes not seeing it. Now his friend is the NASTIEST person ive ever met so the fact that my boyfriend would think that im looking pisses me off. Any way so i went over there around 12 and we were fine for about 2-3 hours, then he stopped talking to me, completely stopped talking to me and ignored the fact that i was even there, 8 comes around and ive about had it with this bs, so i was trying to bother him and get him to talk, nothing. So i acted like i called someone to get me, he got pissed off more. Then i was on the phone with my mom outside while he was inside and he came out and was like "i hope you kbow were done right?" And i was like "ohh hell yeah we are, this is bull***", he says "yeah bc you were staring at (lets just say kyle is his friends name) bc your a little f***** hoe!" And i was like "ohhhhh reallyyy?!!" Then as he slammed the door he told me to go f myself so i said to my mom i had to go and hung up, now by this time my anger is so hight i couldve punched him but i went back in the house and i was like "you know your nothing but a scumbag" amd he was like "and your nothing but a f'in hoe" and he started walking away so i went after him and was scream and i pushed him (i know i shouldve never put my hands on him) but he turned arpund and said to push gim again and see what happens, knowing me, obviously i pushed him again, he wrapped his hands around my neck to "remove" me amd i fell on the couch, i shot back up and started crying and screaming amd he still was going on about how i need to get the f outta his house, blah blah blah. What should we do about our relationship? Everyone leeps telling me to leave but im so in love woth him and i only see him once a week so like i feel we have a lot of difficulties as to why we argue so much and stuff...i need help woth what i should do...no one understands...please please dont judge.