grandpas funeral

Well tomorrow and Monday is the visitation and funeral for my grandpa. I've been dreading this all week, it still doesn't feel real. I truly wish it wasn't but it is the reality. I will also be 38 weeks pregnant tomorrow and I'm already 3 CM dilated and 70% effaced (as of this past Thursday). So on top of having to hold myself together the next two days, I'm also afraid I'm going to go into labor at his funeral. I hope to GOD that does not happen, but it's a possibility. And not to laugh but that would totally be my luck haha. If this baby can at least wait another week (or to the due date) that'd be great, or at least till Wednesday lol.