positive thinking and baby dust to all 👶🏻👶🏼👶🏽👶🏾

I usually feel so depressed and sad when I get a negative test, and I get so jealous when someone else finds out they're pregnant. But recently,  whenever I see a positive test on this glow app by someone else I get so excited for them and I don't even know who they are. I sincerely feel a sense of so much joy to know someone has got in their first, their rainbow, or second and so on baby. The time where are usually feel jealous I have started feeling so happy for you guys. The struggle is real for some of us.