Advice Pls 🙇🏾‍♀️

Recently started back talking to one of exs... All started with a drunken night 🌚 but He has really intense feelings for me but i'm not completely attracted to him anymore but his love is pure and he's all about everything i want to do completely selfless all that good stuff .. he's kinda frugal but whatever and sex is like spectacular. In a weird position I'm not attracted to his looks and I'm worried my family won't be able to get over the past i've with him or even if i'm completely over it but genuinely love this man ::.