Accidental pregnancy and making a decision

I just wanted to write this incase anyone is going through something simular and needs some help. When I was 15 I got pregnant. I made the decision with my boyfriend to have an abortion, thinking it was the best option for us being so young. I went in the thinking this can't be that bad, but I did not have a clear understanding, being I was so young, the impact that decision would have on me for the rest of my life. It haunts me to this day and it was 7 years ago. Every year in August around the due date, I celebrate the life of my unborn child and regret that decision. It has taken me a long time to move past the self hate I had, knowing that was my choice. I felt backed into a corner and felt it was my only decision. There is nothing I can do or say to change what I did, and I have come to peace with that, but if you are in the shoes I was in just know that it is emotionally and mentally the hardest thing I have ever been through and it will change your life and you forever. I just hope if anyone is going through this and is reading this it may help.