Getting divorced

Well my husband and I were trying to get pregnant until I finally came clean about the abuse he's been putting me through to my health care providers. The first person I told was an old therapist i still had contact with, I told her what had happened even before we got married and she confirmed that my husband raped me. I thought it was okay because i had promised i would do it but then I changed my mind but she said it was still wrong. Then I started telling about EVERYTHING else that has been going on in the relationship over the past year and now hes in a psychiatric hospital for trying to burn our apartment down when I tried to leave him (I wasn't there thank goodness) and I'm not allowed around him without the police. I'm awaiting the next few days to a week to see if I'm pregnant. This has been a rough few days to say the least