I'm scared I'm depressed

I already suffer with anixety and overthinking of really bad and stupid things like world ending, my fear of dying and death etc....
But recently with loosing friends, not being wanted anywhere  and other events in my life I'm scared I'm developing or starting to get (idk the right terminology) depression. 
My mum thinks so too.
But I'm terrifyied and I feel like from others experienced once you fall down that hole that's it, you're always slipping back into it.
I've. Seen what it's done to other people close to me and I just can't imagine being like that. But it seems to be happening and I'm scared.

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