Feeling Worthless

My boyfriend and I were dating for six months. During the third month i let him take my virginity, he told me he loved me and I felt it. Later on everything was great, until I started to notice we would text less, FaceTime less, we just weren't being all sweet and loving. He confessed he was going through depression and couldn't be in a relationship with me because he wanted to focus on himself first and not make me feel unloved because his focus was to better himself and he couldn't do that if he constantly had to worry for me and my emotions. I don't feel used, but I feel worthless. The man I thought I would marry all of a sudden dropped this on me. I don't blame him or am mad at him for having depression! But I saved my virginity for a long time for "the one" just to be heartbroken again. ☹️ has anyone else been through this? I know virginity is a made up concept but it meant a lot to me and I can't stop crying 😞