Rant time..!

Not really sure what category to put this under but here we go.. Me and a guy were talking and after a few weeks I told my mom. I told him (a few weeks of after telling my mom) that it was time I told my dad. He said we needed to talk and he lost a lot of feelings for me waiting around for me to tell my parents and because one night, just ONE NIGHT I didn't tell him were I was going. And I just went to my uncle's.. He seemed to become quite distant after that us only talking once a day with me always talking first. I told a friend about it just because we all have that one friend we tell everything to right? Her and the guy I was talking to know each other. She asked if it would be ok if she texted him and asked how's life going. I said ok. Not even 10 min later I get a text from him, freaking out on me about how I dont need to be telling other people what's going on between us and at the end he said I'm gone for good goodbye carissa. That was like maybe 2 weeks ago. Scrolling through instagram tonight and guess what I see. A picture of him and this chick and him saying how special she is and blah blah blah.. Seriously don't even know what to feel rn. I've cried for almost 2 hours tonight because of that. I honestly think he said he's gone for good and just got with the other girl.. Honestly so done with this week✋😥