What do you think?

I want a baby. My bf is aware of this. I inject it into conversation from time to time, but he avoids it and jumps into other topics when i bring it up. He says that we have a life to live before we give life to another being (which i TOTALLY understand btw)..BUT, when we've had pregnancy scares in the past, he gets excited..and then gets super disappointed after we find out that we arent pregnant.

We have a very active sex life. We dont use condoms. Ive stressed it to him before that id like a baby, so if HE doesnt wish to potentially concieve, that he should take better precautions..but he doesnt. We simply use the pullout method every..single..time..(which is once or twice a day).

Today though, during our morning sex session..he came inside me. It was a big surprise to me that he was okay with that.

So, im confused. Does my bf want a baby with me now even though he refuses to say aloud that he does?