Get this - so a week after the baby is born (exactly a week) Im going back to school. But only for 8 days and then I graduate! I HAVE to graduate on time or I lose my grant. My grant changes my $20,000 debt to just $7,600 debt!!!! HUGE DIFFERENCE. So even though I will be half dead... it HAS to happen. I have teachers and my husband and mom and friends and family rallied around to help me finish my last 8 days of school. Its four hours every morning and its gonna work. It HAS to.

(If it truly doesnt then I can come back and finish a few months later but Ill just lose my grant is all. Not the end of the world it just would suck.)