I'm worried that I'm not grieving well

Ka
It'll be 2 weeks on Saturday that I lost our son our second still born in a year due to cervix insufficency. 
I'm worried that I'm not grieving the way I should. I feel irritable constantly but there's nothing more that I want then to be pregnant. I won't my sons. And I feel like I would do anything to be with them. My heart is so incredibly broken by this. I'm constantly sad and wish I could do something to take away this pain. I wish there was something I could do to be out of this. 

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