I know this is random. . .

But for some reason. When i was a kid my mon would always pierce my ears. But im allergic to fake ear rings. But it never did close up but i always go to my uncles house. Every time my ear would be closed up with ear on my ear. Just evrry time i go to his house. Then i stop using ear rings when i turn 10. (Now i use ear rings just sometimes) now things come to my head. I always get sick like strip throat. Always get sick. Its weird. Sorry it just a thinking moment why something bad happens to me when i go to his house. My grandma lives with him & of course has a family. My grandma use to beat me. She hated me. She uses all of us. Sometimes she acts nice so she can ask for money or help. There are some secrets. But i forgave her & i really just had to take that thinking out of my head. I use to hate her guts for everything her & that family. She doesnt love my mom. She COMES TO HURT HER & my mom gets back into her old self. It just sometimes i cant see her as my grandma. But its to much of burden to hate & hold om to the past. Im done with all of it.