just sad

😔*sigh* just one of those days I haven't got out of bed yet and I'm already feeling depressed... I just keep thinking about how my boyfriend never wants to touch me anymore. He didn't much before I got pregnant now it's even worse. I just feel so disguesting to him. And he's all I want and I miss having sex with him so much. But I always get rejected and I gave up trying months and months ago and he still hardly wants to. I'm 23 weeks and we've have sex maybe 5 times if that. It just hurts me so much... I'm stressed out about money since I'm like broke because work was all screwed up and barely got hours now I have a $200 bill to pay every month for the next 6 months and I can barely afford my bills I have now, on top of my bills for my monthly appointments. I can't ask my boyfriend because he just got a new roof that cost 6,000 so his money is going to that... and I'm just said I have nothing to do this weekend just like every other weekend because I only have one friend and she never wants to hang out, but she can hang out at the bars with her other friends. And I'm just tired today I feel shitty for not wanting to do anything around the house. And I have no money to go do anything. Ugh I'm just really depressed today😞 sorry for venting