impatient on adoption

My husband and I have been trying to conceive for a while. We have been fostering and I love it. It's hard sometimes there not your children you have to let them go. Alot of sad stories on news about babies dieing of malnutrition or parents high on drugs not watching them and accidents happen. I wish all those mothers knew my address or my phone number or anyone's to let someone take care of their baby. I dream of babies being left on my porch or mother approaching me asking us to adopt their child. Being a mother is my ultimate dream. It's what I was born to do. It kills me watching my friends and family members who aren't prepared or younger than me being blessed with a child. It's It's a struggle every day to have faith.. hoping for prayers n baby dust.