I'm going to live tomorrow, like its my last day.

Yeah lets see how this goes. My brain is a bitch that doesnt like to be controlled. It's programmed to be lazy and negative. Laziness is supposed to be an award. I get headaches when I defy my brain. Im scared. Being positive all tomorrow and getting back into reading. Getting a new book and enjoying the gloomy California sky, it better be gloomy or im going to be so damn mad lol.