I don't know what's wrong with me Posting AGAIN after I had an issue with the post. **Posted in two different places.
**Posting this again. I posted it a second time but then had to delete it because i only posted half of what I was talking about and it didn't make sense so I had to delete and fix it.
I have an almost two year old and a good life, but for awhile I've been like sad on the inside (never showing it on the outside) I was in an abusive relationship for two years and got out of it a year ago, but some of the things I went through have affected me a lot. Recently deep in my mind I've been getting random thoughts about hurting myself. I don't know why, my life has been so great for the past few months, I have a sweet baby, and so many people who love me. I think about those things BUT I have no desire to go through with hurting myself. It's just confusing. I've never been like this before and sometimes it's scary.😓
** I don't want to tell a doctor or anything though because I'm scared that I'll get my baby taken, I don't want someone thinking I'm unfit and that I'd hurt him or something because I never would, I put him before anything and everything, including myself. I would never do anything to harm him. Also, I'm not good at talking to doctors (or anybody in general) about things that are going on with me like that. It's hard for me to talk about my feelings and the things I'm going through without crying and acting like a titty baby and tbh I'm tearing up just typing this.
**Adding that i'm also only 17
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