Devastating doesn't quite cut it.

Well I've been recently on here telling you girls about problem I was having with my fiance(of ten years) regarding our wedding (in 11 weeks time) (see my page and have a read about the story)... So he's me thinking am fat and unattractive and trying celebrate my '' hen don't '' as much as I can... Last night I found out that my fiance of ten years has been messaging and confiding in a 19 year old lassie (he's 25)..telling her about our problems and complimenting her and asking her daily how her day has been going and ignoring me stuck at home after insulting me and calling me fat... I approached thus girl and she has shown me all the texts.. I am so devastated.. My whole wedding was booked in 11 days time. Texting her to ignore me as she said she seen that I was out.. She was nice enough to tell me the truth and show me the texts though (even tho she knew full well he had a fiance).... 19 year old girl, telling her about our relationship and struggles financially, thanking her for being there for him and talking with him... He wanted to come and tell me the truth this morning to my face..I heard from someone else.. He admitted Because he '' was bored, and liked her abit bevause it was someone to talk to out with the house ''... Is he fucking for real???!... Am heart is in tatters and I don't know what to do... Now in process of cancelling all my wedding. Am in utter shock. Some supportive love and advice would be great as am hurting so much. Thank you xx