Scared to have a girl

We find out the gender in about a week, I'm really scared to have a girl, I was raped at 15 and sexually harrassed by my father. I'm so scared to bring a little girl into this crazy world. I know things can happen to boys too, but I'm especially scared for a girl, I feel like I'm always going to worry because when things happened to me I didn't tell anyone. Has anyone ever been somewhat in my shoes? How did you calm your fears?