Making a decision..💔

I'm 25 years old. I have done the young girl party life already. I have been in a handful of relationships and they never last past 6 months. I'm in a relationship now with a man who I love so much. Words honestly cannot describe how much I love him, we've been together for 3 months and he is nothing like my ex's. I really saw a future with him. And I wish I could give him what he needs. But an altercation happened today with him (nothing violent) and it made me realize we aren't meant to be together. He is a good person but he has anger problems and he's trying to make a good life for himself, but I realized I'm not helping him at all, I'm slowing him down and messing things up. His ex wife was a horrible person who messed up his life and he's just trying to pick up the pieces, and from the stories he's told about her, I see that I'm doing the same, unintentionally.

And with all of this going on, I also realized that having a family just isn't in the plan for me. I just can't seem to keep a relationship. I'm heartbroken and tired. I cry every day and I'm having to go back on antidepressants. He was right when he said I wasn't ready for a serious relationship. I really wish I had listened to him. I could have really saved myself this horrible pain... 😳💔💔💔💔💔💔