what to doooo

ok so like I'm super stressed and depress3d and stuff and my anxiety is acting up again and i really don't see myself staying in a relationship through this bc he kind of nakes it worse by making me mad trying to make plans while I'm trying to do school work and i explain to him and he won't let me break up with him and i just feel forced to date him now bc he guilts me into getting back with him or staying with him and it stresses me out so much what woyld you do ? we're almost 2 years together but it's too much for me. and it's not lije i want to be single and hoe around no I just have too much things to balance in my life that i don't feel like i could have a healthy anf stable relatiobship anymore. am i a bitch? it's just too much for me tbh