So my father was put in a hospital few moths ago, few days in my boyfriend broke up with me. From the breakup everything spiraled down! We were fighting constantly, it hit your points where he'd say he hates me. We are friends now but I got the news my dad had the start of lung cancer and i feel like a wreck. All my friends say I'll be fine but they'll never understand the grief I'm already feeling! He only has only a 30% chance of living and my mother is a every other day drinker so it's hard in me knowing when my dads passes she's gonna be worse and I'll have all the weight on my shoulders to keep care of my little brother and my pets. I just needed to get that out.

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Update: hi! It is 5/23/18 last year I posted on sept. 2nd.. the boy and I ended up getting back together after a while of talking. My dad is okay! Thank god. I am so happy he’s okay.

Thank you all for supporting me.