This may be long.

I don't even know where to begin. I'm stressed to the max. Don't know what to do anymore.

This pregnancy is taking the biggest toll on me physically & mentally.

I'm only 16 weeks & I'm stressing out about having to move & if we don't do it before winter it's going to be difficult. I'm stressed out about money because the town we live in its about 1200 + utilities for a 2 bedroom and honestly we can't afford that ( no judgement please ) so we may have to move amd 1hr and a half away but my SO doesn't want to and honestly neither do i except that my family lives where we would be moving to.

I feel depressed all the time and worse than before i got pregnant & my hormones are at an all time high.

I feel hopeless and I don't want to feel hopeless.

I'm so lost.

I love this baby so much already but I also feel like i don't. its so hard to explain and I'm really not looking for judgement.

just advice