Some people..

I keep getting comments on how tired I must be of being pregnant, and how I must want this baby to come now. I'm 36 weeks, full term is 40+, I definitely DO NOT want her to come now. I may be tired as shit, but I was a preemie, and from what I've been told, I don't want to go through that. I've had asthma all my life because my lungs were underdeveloped at birth and it's definitely not fun. I even have family members saying I can't handle a 40 week baby, and I better pray I give birth now so that she's small. ?!?!?!? What in the fuck is wrong with you? My own grandma, who was there with my mom when I was born believes this, she saw how bad off I was at birth! And I understand if my baby was to be born now, she may have no problems, but why would I want to risk it just to have a 'small' baby? Hell I could still have the most brutal labor possible no matter what size she is, plus she could be 10 lbs currently for all I know (she was 5lbs at 33 weeks so it's unlikely but STILL). I just need to get this off my chest somewhere, no one around me, including my SO seems to think I should go full term. 🙄