Needing Prayers/Good Vibes Today...

So I’m 13 dpo today & got a bfn! I️ literally want to cry. So frustrated. I️ know I’m not out just yet, but I️ also have af symptoms & zero pregnancy symptoms other than I’m ridiculously emotional this week! Like I’m annoying the shit out of myself emotional!😬😂 My heart has wanted this sooo badly I️ feel like I️ literally cannot take another negative month. On another note, my dh was supposed to have a sperm analysis done tomorrow morning but he had off today & we were lucky enough to nab an opening today. So now I’m fretting about those results as well. Ladies I’m such a type A person and this ttc after a vr is the one thing I️ have zero control over. I️ can’t concentrate at work! I’m a wreck! Why do I️ feel so emotionally off this month?! Ugh! Will keep you all posted on his results. Thanks for tolerating my rant today.❤️ Good vibes to you all!