Methadone while pregnant!

Bring on all the rude comments. Getting off opiates to methadone. They say It’s better to take while pregnant cause the withdraws may not be so bad. I KNOW NOTHING Is good while pregnant I know!!! Just wondering If anyone else went through this?? I’m having a really hard time at 29 weeks pregnant. I mean a really HARD time. I was going to just cut back on the opiates to wing down. But then the methadone Is suppose to work better. I’m getting very emotional. I just want this addiction DONE and GONE! I want a healthy baby. I just want this addiction to leave my life forever. I’ve never did drugs. I’ve never been In trouble. 😭😭 I just don’t know what to do anymore... I need someone to talk to. I have NO ONE. Nobody knows. I feel all alone on this. I hurt so bad If I don’t take anything I literally can’t walk or move. Let along go to my nightly shift job. I just want to cry and cry and cry just needed to vent. Even If no response that’s ok. No one ever responds. Anyways! I’m so lost and lonely 😞